25 years later

Today mrks my 25th birthday, I can see the road behind me and how differently things turned out to be then expected. I am excited for this year i really am, im usually not but i feel thst this is going to be a year of growth. If i was a flower i this would be the time that i start to bloom, its like ive been waiting for so long i don't know for what but i am starting to grow and feel the pain and excitment of being stretched.
My life is so full i have two of the most beautiful children a husband who is a fantastic father and goes above what i could ever ask. I feel that we have gained a true perspective of our goals and what our mission is. I am waiting to move again but this time i feel hope that this is all truley a mean to an end that end is our calling to serve in Rwanda.
So what is it that i want out of this year?
-i want to become a more commited christian not only in word and deed but by growing in knowledge. This means reading and studying
- i want to further establish traditions in our home
- i want to create  a welcoming home enviorment people and myfsmily actually want to be in
- i want to learn to be more loving and forgiving.. Its easy for me to hold a record against people
- i want to be less judgmentsl towards others and myself
- i want to become physically fit
- i want to figure out if homeschooling is something i want to invest in with Shiloh.
- i want to travel more
- i want to figure out what i can do with my crocheting