impatient...

Well Thanksgiving is over, the turkey is almost all gone there are still a ton of mashed potatoes.. (maybe ten lbs was a little to much) and the baby is still not here.... i know it will happen when she decides it's a good time but COME ON!! i just want this over with. The last few weeks are by far the worst...

anyways.. oh yes Thanksgiving!
i would consider this our first real holiday together. our neighbor came over and helped with the cooking because i don't know the first thing about making a turkey, i made pumpkin roll, pumpkin pie, apple crisp, and mashed potatoes. there were twenty people here all together only three of which were American, but it was still a good time. it was great being able to give them their first thanksgiving ever. I'll post some pictures later.
i got a surprise phone call from Sean and Rae last night! wow i couldn't be happier to hear their voices, they are taking a road trip this January so we are going to get to spend sometime with them!! i can't wait to see them in December.. the only thing i am nervous about is flying back alone with Shiloh. but i am sure it will all work out and be ok.

BABY!!!!

Wow we are just days away! Gosh i can't wait to not be prego... it has been phenomenal how we have been provided for over these past few weeks, we haven't had to but anything for her. and the majority of stuff is brand new. and the stuff that isn't is only lightly used. The church here has been such a blessing!
we are looking forward to spending Christmas in NH with the rest of the family I'm going to be staying a week where as Stephen will come back earlier... i don't know how i will handle it, but in a way i feel that i am cheating them out of time with the baby, and they need to have as much time as possible. Things are starting to fall into place. i am happy to say :) now if we can get the landlord to fix our house we will be in great shape!!
we finally bought a webcam! i am so excited about that!!! this move really was the best thing for us. alright back to crocheting the blanket! i should be done by christmas then ill make us one :)

Gosh, i am getting so tired.. i want to go back to sleep right now but i don't think that i will wake up on time if i do. i am so ready to have this baby, part of me still doesn't believe that we are having her in just a short while. have my first Doctor's appointment today, since moving to OH. you know, i am actually glad that we moved out here. i was a bit hesitant at first but i really do think that this was a good decision, I'm just kind of nervous that Stephen still hasn't found a job... but i am sure that he will. i wish that i could work, that would make this allot easier.. at the same time i know as of now i really cant do anything!
so we have been looking at school and he has really been encouraging me in that direction. the term starts in March so that would give me enough time with Shiloh, especially if i took evening courses. wow my eyes are fall asleep i need to hit the sack.